November 30

I have been in the hospital since November 5 fighting Covid. I wanted to share a few holy moments from this weekend and today. I shared Jesus with the CNA who helped me on Saturday and Sunday. We had opportunities to chat while he cared for me. I shared with him that I’m in Bible college, and told him about the love of Jesus. I asked him if he would like to experience the love of Jesus, and asked him if I could pray for him. He said yes. I prayed for him, and God revealed to me that his mother needs healing. I shared that with him. His face lit up. “She does!” He said. So I prayed over his mom, too. When God shows up, He really shows up! It was a good weekend. The janitor came in and I said, “Good morning!” Nothing. Just bags crunching at my door. God told me to tell him, “I see you. I love you. I’m providing for you. Fear not!” After I told him, he paused for a moment at my door. Then the bags started crunching again, and he was off. My nighttime CNA is so amazing. She rolls me like a champ! I’m constantly speaking life into her and thanking her for all she does. She remembers the details and makes me so comfortable. I tell her Jesus loves her.
One of my doctors is Jewish. I didn’t realize it until I told him that Jesus loves him. He made a loud “Oh!” He was shocked. And I realized just then that I now recognized his accent. But I felt like I still needed to bless him. So every day I tell him that. Today he said, “God bless YOU.”
So these are just a few experiences I’m having as I make the most of this opportunity to witness Jesus’ amazing love for folks. It’s the best gig on earth, I’m telling you. I’m kind of hoping they keep me for a bit longer…

JesusIsLord #HospitalMissionary #AllGodsBlessings

Update- I just had an X-ray and I asked the tech her name. “Susan.” She said. So I told her what my mom and inspiration, Susan Caruso tells everyone she meets, whether it’s on the street or on the phone after her business is finished with the credit card guy, the utility guy, or the bank gal- “God loves you beyond all telling, and Christ died for our sins.” Well she stopped rolling her cart and fell silent. She stood there for a few minutes and then left.
So the CNA who helped her approached me and asked, “Are you Roman Catholic?” I replied, “No, but I used to be.” He said, “I’m Roman Catholic, and I see Jesus in you. You’re so positive. Is it Jesus why you tell everyone about Him?” I said, “Yes. He lives in me and loves me so much, it’s my job to share him with everyone.” So he told me he hasn’t been to church since the pandemic but he reads his Bible app sometimes. I asked him if I could pray for him and his hand shot out and he said yes. I prayed. And afterwards he said he had a really hard weekend with the other Covid patients. Right then, God gave me a word for him. I told him, “Every room you walk into will receive healing. You will be able to see it in their stats and numbers. God is with you and in you. Go in Jesus’ name.” If I could take a picture with my eyes and post it I would. He was transformed before me. Shoulders back, head held high and a broad smile on his face. He practically skipped out of here saying, “God bless you!” Every few steps. And one more before he closed my door almost in a whisper as the load finished lifting off of him. I love my job.

Oh! The other janitor just came in. When she first started coming in like four or five days ago, she remained quiet and just did her work. I told her Jesus loves her. A nervous head nod and a quick exit. The next day, I greeted her and told her again. I got a nervous thank you. The next day she had a pep in her step and greeted me, “Good morning!” She said with joy! Today she came in saying good morning, how are you today? It’s a beautiful day! I said, “Jesus loves you! I love you, too!” And she just lit up and started giggling. It was so cute!

GloryToGodInTheHighest

November 22

The physical therapist just came in and was in awe at how great my skin is. She said she’s never seen someone in bed for eleven years that doesn’t have bed sores or skin break downs. I told her that God is very good to me and gives good gifts to His children. That I’ve had over two hundred caregivers in those eleven years who have taken good care of me. I told her that my two caregivers now, Maria and Darling, take extra good care of me and love me. I am blessed and highly favored. She just held my leg, admiring it for the longest time. It seemed she was getting emotional. I prayed for her. She said I made her day! #ButGod

November 20

Love Challenge! The next time you encounter a stranger in public, ask the Holy Spirit to give you a word of knowledge for that person. Go into the secret place and use your overflow. Think of a kind and edifying word the Holy Spirit spoke over you to start, and share that prophetic word with the stranger. Also, ask for something specific for the stranger. Even if you get something off like the word cucumber or purple blanket, share it because it will demonstrate the power of the risen King! It will open up a dialogue to share Jesus love. In the line at the pharmacy, in the doctor’s office. Talking about Jesus is like talking about the weather only better! Share your testimony here or inbox me! We are all world changers who can release heaven on earth. Join me in leading all hearts to the One who loves us beyond all telling!! ❤️❤️❤️

November 18

Living from the victory of the tomb, and sharing Jesus with everyone in person is such a pleasure! There is joy unspeakable happening all around me. We are each called to release heaven over people. Actually doing it is the most fun and rewarding thing in my life right now. Changing lives and hearts for Jesus is exhilarating. Even when they are shy, the love reaches their hearts and they are transformed before me. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. I share my story to empower you to go and do the same! God simply gives me what to say. I risk the interaction with power and faith that they need this love in their life right now. It feels good being an ambassador of God’s kingdom. I highly recommend it. ❤️❤️❤️#Revival #FaceToFace

November 17

Praise report! Yesterday, the respiratory therapist told me I’m the only one getting better. I told him others will start to improve because he is bringing healing to each person today. He said he’s just a vessel and i said yes, and that Jesus tells us to go and perform greater miracles than He did. That every room he enters today will experience healing and wholeness as the holy spirit works with him. I said his walking into their rooms and saying, “Jesus” will improve their health immediately. He’s fired up! He was defeated bc everyone is so sick. I just filled him with so much hope and purpose it was so powerful. He practically ran out of here. Praise be to God! Bethel has been instructing us on how to release the prophetic over folks. It’s amazing having the confidence of heaven to be an exhorting voice. I’m in this place to bring heaven. That’s so clear now. I’m in the mission field. I have been speaking prophetic words to all the people through here. It’s been incredible.

I asked him if he felt the power in the other rooms. He said, “Yes! I’ve been stopping to pray at each room and have said a prayer each time..”
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November 13

This is where my happy place and my not so great day meet up. My lungs feel cruddy and sore today. More phlegm than any other day. A setback. I’m able to cough it up tho. My breathing feels a little burny and I wait out the clock between med times. I don’t like wearing my mask at night but it helps my oxygen so that’s good. It just dries me out and hurts my neck. But prayers and sushi are my happy place! I am having sushi for dinner and asking for extra prayers tonight. I didn’t think I would have a relapse but God is still good. It’s already starting to clear up with the wasabi and sauce. Thank you for your prayers!!
Update- they put my mask on very comfortably tonight! It’s not tight anymore. #Jesus

November 13 All God’s Blessings

I wrote a prayer based on Psalms 19:1-8. Thank you, Allison Skartvedt for the great idea!!

The heavens declare the glory of God;
the skies proclaim the work of his hands.
2
Day after day they pour forth speech;
night after night they reveal knowledge.
3
They have no speech, they use no words;
no sound is heard from them.
4
Yet their voice goes out into all the earth,
their words to the ends of the world.
In the heavens God has pitched a tent for the sun.
5
It is like a bridegroom coming out of his chamber,
like a champion, rejoicing to run his course.
6
It rises at one end of the heavens
and makes its circuit to the other;
nothing is deprived of its warmth.
7
The law of the Lord is perfect,
refreshing the soul.
The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy,
making wise the simple.
8
The precepts of the Lord are right,
giving joy to the heart.
The commands of the Lord are radiant,
giving light to the eyes.

Thank you for declaring Your glory! The skies proclaim Your creation and the work of Your amazing hands! Day after day they speak Your glory without words. The sound of heaven returns back to us in creation. Day after day they release speech and knowledge over Your fascinating creation. There is something mysterious about the silence speaking to us of creation. We must use our senses to feel the Holy Spirit wind on our faces. And to feel the vibrations of the atmosphere. We have the power to change the atmosphere. Feeling the warmth of God’s perfect love on our skin. Hearing seeing and knowing He is close. His joy waits for us like an excited bridegroom awaiting his precious bride. Anticipating all good and wonderful things in the supernatural. For all of our membranes to be saturated and satisfied in His perfect love. Our hearts swell from one end of heaven to the next. We are all consumed with perfect satisfaction in our body, soul, and spirit. Nothing satisfies like our perfect groom! The law of the Lord is made perfect in Jesus. We can give ourselves over fully and trust His statutes. He opens my simple mind to His perfect joy, love, and peace. He goes deep inside my soul to free me from any negative thought or concern. His promise is He wants the very best for me. I am certain of His heart for me. For all. He opens the light of my eyes to these beautiful revelations. I love You with everything I am, Jesus. Thank you for the words to love You!

November 7 God’s Blessings

Angels fill my room as we speak. Little baby angels, and kid angels are playing and being silly and cute. Some angels are warring in battle stance keeping guard over my doors and windows, walking back and forth with their enormous loud wings swaying side to side. They look at me all serious like it’s tough on me but at the same time they see my perfect peace.There are the angels coming to recover from battle while I pray. It’s a whole heaven in here it’s really cool. There are some i recognize from church and praying at home, and some are new. It’s as if there are special Covid Angels who have a very specific mission. Beautiful day three of these comforting visitors. God is love.

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My Latest Testimony

I wanted to share a few holy moments from this weekend and today. I shared Jesus with the CNA who helped me on Saturday and Sunday. We had opportunities to chat while he cared for me. I shared with him that I’m in Bible college, and told him about the love of Jesus. I asked him if he would like to experience the love of Jesus, and asked him if I could pray for him. He said yes. I prayed for him, and God revealed to me that his mother needs healing. I shared that with him. His face lit up. “She does!” He said. So I prayed over his mom, too. When God shows up, He really shows up! It was a good weekend. The janitor came in and I said, “Good morning!” Nothing. Just bags crunching at my door. God told me to tell him, “I see you. I love you. I’m providing for you. Fear not!” After I told him, he paused for a moment at my door. Then the bags started crunching again, and he was off. My nighttime CNA is so amazing. She rolls me like a champ! I’m constantly speaking life into her and thanking her for all she does. She remembers the details and makes me so comfortable. I tell her Jesus loves her.
One of my doctors is Jewish. I didn’t realize it until I told him that Jesus loves him. He made a loud “Oh!” He was shocked. And I realized just then that I now recognized his accent. But I felt like I still needed to bless him. So every day I tell him that. Today he said, “God bless YOU.”
So these are just a few experiences I’m having as I make the most of this opportunity to witness Jesus’ amazing love for folks. It’s the best gig on earth, I’m telling you. I’m kind of hoping they keep me for a bit longer…

JesusIsLord #HospitalMissionary #AllGodsBlessings

Update- I just had an X-ray and I asked the tech her name. “Susan.” She said. So I told her what my mom and inspiration, Susan Caruso tells everyone she meets, whether it’s on the street or on the phone after her business is finished with the credit card guy, the utility guy, or the bank gal- “God loves you beyond all telling, and Christ died for our sins.” Well she stopped rolling her cart and fell silent. She stood there for a few minutes and then left.
So the CNA who helped her approached me and asked, “Are you Roman Catholic?” I replied, “No, but I used to be.” He said, “I’m Roman Catholic, and I see Jesus in you. You’re so positive. Is it Jesus why you tell everyone about Him?” I said, “Yes. He lives in me and loves me so much, it’s my job to share him with everyone.” So he told me he hasn’t been to church since the pandemic but he reads his Bible app sometimes. I asked him if I could pray for him and his hand shot out and he said yes. I prayed. And afterwards he said he had a really hard weekend with the other Covid patients. Right then, God gave me a word for him. I told him, “Every room you walk into will receive healing. You will be able to see it in their stats and numbers. God is with you and in you. Go in Jesus’ name.” If I could take a picture with my eyes and post it I would. He was transformed before me. Shoulders back, head held high and a broad smile on his face. He practically skipped out of here saying, “God bless you!” Every few steps. And one more before he closed my door almost in a whisper as the load finished lifting off of him. I love my job.

Oh! The other janitor just came in. When she first started coming in like four or five days ago, she remained quiet and just did her work. I told her Jesus loves her. A nervous head nod and a quick exit. The next day, I greeted her and told her again. I got a nervous thank you. The next day she had a pep in her step and greeted me, “Goid morning!” She said with joy! Today she came in saying good morning, how are you today? It’s a beautiful day! I said, “Jesus loves you! I love you, too!” And she just lit up and started giggling. It was so cute!

GloryToGodInTheHighest

Prayer

I wrote a prayer based on Psalms 19:1-8.

The heavens declare the glory of God;
the skies proclaim the work of his hands.
2
Day after day they pour forth speech;
night after night they reveal knowledge.
3
They have no speech, they use no words;
no sound is heard from them.
4
Yet their voice goes out into all the earth,
their words to the ends of the world.
In the heavens God has pitched a tent for the sun.
5
It is like a bridegroom coming out of his chamber,
like a champion, rejoicing to run his course.
6
It rises at one end of the heavens
and makes its circuit to the other;
nothing is deprived of its warmth.
7
The law of the Lord is perfect,
refreshing the soul.
The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy,
making wise the simple.
8
The precepts of the Lord are right,
giving joy to the heart.
The commands of the Lord are radiant,
giving light to the eyes.

Thank you for declaring Your glory!The skies proclaim Your creation proclaims the work of Your amazing hands! Day after day they speak Your glory without words. The sound of heaven returns back to us in creation. Fay after day they release speech and knowledge over Your fascinating creation. There is something mysterious about the silence speaking to us if creation. We must use our senses to feel the Holy Spirit wind on our faces. And to feel the vibrations of the atmosphere. We have the power to change the atmosphere. Feeling the warmth of God’s perfect love on our skin. Hearing seeing and knowing He is close. His joy waits for us like an excited bridegroom awaiting his precious bride. Anticipating all good and wonderful things in the supernatural. For all of our membranes to be saturated and satisfied in His perfect love. Our hearts swell from one end of heaven to the next. We are all consumed with perfect satisfaction in our body, soul, and spirit. Nothing satisfies like our perfect groom The law of the Lord is made perfect in Jesus. We can give ourselves over fully and trust His statutes. He opens my simple mind to His perfect joy, love, abd peace. He goes deep inside my soul to free me from any negative thought or concern. His promise is He wants the very best for me. I am certain of His heart for me. For all. He opens the light of my eyes to these beautiful revelations. I love You with everything I am, Jesus. Thank you for the words to love You!