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I caught a glimpse of the sunrise
And it took my breath away
You are creator,
Majesty
In You, I find a way

I caught a glimpse of Your heart
And mine skipped a beat
You are love
Passion
In You, I feast.

I caught a glimpse of tomorrow
And my joy sparked!
You are there,
waiting with hope
In You, for You, because of You,
I am marked.

God is faithful. My friend Laura came to visit me tonight, so they moved my bed closer to the window. I had a full view of my roommate for the first time. I was at the window a few minutes early. I spoke a few words to her, and then she started tapping her cell phone on the table. I could see her, but she didn’t have a clear view of me. She started waving her white board side to side. I grabbed my phone and took a picture. She put it down in frustration. I zoomed in and read it, shocked I was able to capture it in the first place. I called the nurse right away. The nurse told me that the ventilator does all the work and it doesn’t move, etc. I said she’s really uncomfortable. My roommate kept making gestures and flailing her arms. The nurse suctioned the excess phlegm out of her throat. Success!! It was no coincidence Laura came when she came. It was no coincidence I was able to capture her sign as she flailed trying to breathe. And it was no coincidence I was her voice when she might have been dismissed. God is so faithful.

This is my uncle Daniel Wray’s song for my amazing, funny, witty, intelligent, loving and so many more adjectives it would fill the skies. My aunt Judy passed away from Alzheimer’s. I think of her often. My uncle, James Wray, her husband. Loved and adored her and took good care of her until the end. This song is a testament of their love. Strong and resilient, faithful and oh so true. This is true love walked out by two faith filled loving people, memorialized in song. ❤️❤️❤️

My relationship with Jesus has grown so intimate and deep. I attended the Dream Academy under Tony Robinson and the Ark Identity School under Travis Gluckler. Read a ton of amazing books, gotten deeper into God’s word, and started at the Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry!! Lots of great sermons and worship at church from Pastor Chris Ritchie et al. And even though I got the vid, it gave me an opportunity to witness Jesus in two hospitals, releasing heaven over numerous lives. I pray daily for all lives affected. I didn’t watch the news nor get caught up in negative debates. I just kept it moving with Jesus in the driver’s seat.

So I just realized that they gave me my roommate’s call light by mistake. I’m not sure if she can press it. It was in between our beds, unused. It’s ok though because she can’t talk and needs extra care. So now when I press it, I wait for them to take care of her, and she always needs something. Then I tell them what I need. I’m telling you, there’s a reason I’m here!
Update- I’m not sure if it’s her call light, or if they just automatically check on her first because she’s more critical. Either way, I’m blessed to help her any way I can. Note to self- she does not like hearing my audiobooks. She turned on her TV before I could adjust the volume. It was loud and I dropped my phone. As I was digging for it, she let me know she didn’t like it. Communication is fascinating!!
Second update- okay, our call lights are right next to each other. I just asked if I had her call light and it’s a no. We must have just been calling the nurses at the same time. I’ll just continue to pray over her and release heaven. I love to help people, no matter what it looks like or how it unfolds, because God is in the details, all of it, really. That’s what love is.

I just prayed for my nighttime CNA, Tammy. After I prayed, she asked if I was a preacher! That felt so good! I told her I’m in training. She said I remind her of her uncle who’s a pastor in Florida. She asked me if I’ll preach live or online. I said both. She said she would love to catch a service one day and comment in the comments section, “She was my patient!” Who’s encouraging who here?! So sweet. So blessed.

In my new room! I have a roommate, but she’s on a ventilator and can’t talk to me. I introduced myself to her, prayed healing over her, and sang, “I Love You, Lord” to her. I’m not sure if she’s thinking, will this lady ever shut up?!” Or, “Oh cool! Human interaction!” Right now, my phone is on max volume and I’m playing the song, “We Are Standing On Holy Ground.” I’m going to ask God what she likes. Maybe I’ll read to her. I’m not sure yet. I’ll let you know what He says. Looking forward to blessing the new staff. Some ones I had already will be passing through, too! It was emotional saying goodbye to Jed and Tyler. They’re both excellent people. Jed listened to my school with me for a worship song. He really enjoyed it! It’s one of my absolute favorites, “How He Loves Us.”
Update- My roommate writes to communicate! I just told her I’m sorry if I was getting on her nerves with all of my sounds. Lol. So when the new nurse comes in I will ask her what she likes.

A final thought. I used to think having a relationship with God was like trying to catch fireflies. He appeared in flashes at seemingly random intervals. It wasn’t random, though. Just as fireflies use their light as signals to communicate, the presence of God in all things is not random coincidence, but Him communicating His love and His plan for us. Be still and know He is God. Let your light shine. I now know there are no coincidences with God. As we learn His ways, our light shines brighter. Repent, surrender, and rejoice. Amen

Jed the nurse just came in and said, “Thank you so much for praying for all of us! You make such a difference here. You’re so positive and joyful. It really helps us. Gary walked out of here with the biggest smile and said you sang for him and prayed for him. He’s so happy right now. We all are. Thank you.”
Then Tyler, who came in also said, “You’re like a saint with your backscratcher on your chest. You look so holy.”
So I picked it up and anointed them both! They laughed with joy!
I told them that this hospital is on Holy ground. That I’ve been praying for fear to break off and healing for each patient. I told them it’s my calling. Jed asked if I prayed for Tyler yet. I said I hadn’t. So I did. Once again, God showed up and it was a great prayer. Tyler practically did the Toyota jump right next to my bed! We serve a mighty God!!